Maegans Journey: "For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works,

which God prepared in advance for us to do." Its really hard to explain what God has been doing in my life because he has been doing so much. I can look back at who I was a week ago and then look at myself now and I feel like I have changed who I am. In God of course. Ive been so happy and just so content with who I am. I find myself crying because of the joy in my heart. I find myself laughing because I never imagined this. I find myself smiling even when I'm doing things that don't seem very fun. Last night we went to an event in Indianapolis to raise money for Masters. We had to serve a lot of guests that were coming to this huge event. Before I would of complained massively but I was totally excited and thrilled to be going to work this event. I'm not even sure why. Maybe its because I would get to smile and interact with people I don't know. Maybe its because I was with the most amazing team ever. Or maybe its because God is living in me. You see when God is living in us people can see something different in us. But when we know God is living in us we do everything that is pleasing to him. You see when he is living in us we aren't like everyone else but we are his. We walk, talk, and act different then everyone else. If we would let God take completely over us we will find the good in everything even the bad. I cant tell you how many times I have failed at finding the good. But now is the time for me to change that. I want to be able to smile when I am going through hard times so that I can be a light to people even when I am hurting. Let God transform who you are. Let him take over you completely. Its time we change who we are. I want to be an amazing women of God. I don't want only people to see that in me but I want God to. Find happiness even when it seems impossible. Its only impossible because you believe it is. I love you all so much. and I know God has a beautiful plan for everyone if they just follow after him.